So I can't sleep its like 6 am I just weighed and I'm still 250. Yay I didn't gain after eating so much yesterday. My boyfriend tried to get me to eat with him but I didn't thank goodness. If it where up to my boyfriend I would stay fat he always hated when I was tiny because I would wear my tiny skirts and tight jeans ands shirts I had a saying back then it was if its not tight its not right. Everything was perfect when I was tiny I will get back there I will be tiny again so today I'm fasting so ill update tomorrow and let you know how I did and what my weight is

Just tring to get thin again

Ok so I am a mom of three I was skinny before kids now I'm really fat I started fasting for three days at a time and I would lose ten pounds while doing so...now I just got off a fast and lost ten pounds leaving me at 250.9 I started fasting in may 2012 of a starting weight 276.5 so fasting is working but today with me of my fast I felt so fat I eat one pickled egg and was OK I wasn't even hungry but then I ate a lot of chips and felt soooooo fat so I tried to purge that and failed badly and shit the small amount that did come up hurt like mad crazy so now I feel gross and I'm doing another fast for at the least three days. I just started blogging and I'm only going to be able to blog from my phone I don't know how to follow blogs I'm learning I need a Ana buddy I once was thin and had control so how I lost it all so please leave comments and think thin